Real life thoughts on this zero-waste thing

It’s Plastic Free July, and the topic of sustainability is a bit more um… popular than it usually is. And instead of retreating to my usual but where were you the rest of the year cynicism I want to embrace the this-is-the-time-of-the-year-people-are-talking-about-this to share a bit more about my own personal journey with zero-waste and some of the thoughts I have on it:

About a year and a half ago I started the #zerowastewednesdays hashtag to share small, accessible swaps and recipes that can help anyone make baby steps toward a lifestyle with less single-use waste. Is my personal lifestyle 100% perfectly zero-waste? Not at all. And there are some hangups with our living situation that make it impossible to REALLY go for that end goal. Which, I’m guessing is true for the vast majority of people, no matter how committed they are to the environment.

I mean, we don’t (and can’t) compost at our current apartment. We have to do our laundry off-site so not only are cloth cleaning rags, diapers, and feminine products out of the questions, air-drying our clothes just isn’t practical either. Our neighbors keep contaminating the recycle bin so sorting our trash is pointless. We don’t have any cool zero-waste bulk stores around (and I still can’t get a straight answer as to whether Sprouts will let me use my own jars?). We homeschool and my kids make trash like it’s a FULL TIME FREAKING JOB. These are all big things, BUT should I let that delude me into believing that I can’t do anything? No, no I shouldn’t.

The benefits of a zero-waste lifestyle are real, and I mean, who doesn’t love

• saving money by not buying disposable things

• saving time by not being at stores all the time and taking out the trash less often

• being healthier because you aren’t eating packaged junk food.

• making a positive impact on the world as a whole

BUT living a totally zero-waste lifestyle where my whole family puts our trash in a mason jar is just not an attainable goal for my family right now. I honestly don’t know if that will ever be our goal. BUT I’m still passionate about sharing our journey to minimizing our waste in as many ways as possible. Why? Theres a quote that goes around the instagrams a lot that goes something like “we don’t need a few people doing zero waste perfectly, we need a lot of people doing it imperfectly”, and I think that’s really it. I want to show earnest, imperfect steps toward a zero-waste lifestyle to show others just how much they CAN do.

Like, let’s put it in numbers for a second: If, theoretically, I could bring my family’s total landfill waste to zero and just kept it to myself until I did and THEN started sharing, that would just be one household’s impact on a global problem, and it wouldn’t exactly motivate others to follow if they thought the only way they could help is to also make no trash at all. BUT, with slow, steady, incremental changes I have decreased our family’s trash output by at least half (and it would be closer to 75% if we could compost and recycle here!). I have about 1600 followers on Instagram, and let’s just say that everyone finds some swaps they can do and reduces their family’s landfill waste by even a measly 10%, then woah, thats 160 households worth of trash diverted. And that’s just from little old Instagram-nobody me. So, as defeatist as I am generally inclined to be, when I look at it that way, how can I not share my journey, as slow and imperfect as it is?

And also, I want to show that an environmentally conscious lifestyle doesn’t HAVE to look like what you see on Instagram. Yes, vintage thrift finds and stainless steel tiffins ARE great zero waste options, but that’s not the only way. Zero waste also looks like:

• using up what you already have before buying something new

• buying fewer, higher quality items

• refusing single-use items you don’t need

• repairing things instead of replacing them

• buying used wherever possible

I’m a firm believer that for most things, there really isn’t just one right way to do it, so if there’s something you see in your life where you can remove single-use plastic or divert waste from the landfill then great! do that! If you’re looking for ideas, I have a ton on my #zerowastewednesdays hashtag (and there’s the… whole rest of the internet too), if you’re looking for a little more guidance as you get started, here’s some basic guiding principles that have really helped me a lot:

Do what you can, where you can. Yes, there are going to be things that are out of your reach for the time being. There are going to be things that just flat out don’t work for you. Don’t focus on those things. Focus on the things that you can change right here, right now. Maybe those other things will be able to work someday (I’m still hoping I’ll get to live somewhere with a clothesline outside someday!), but until they do, theres plenty of other things that can be done.

One change at a time. Trying to change your entire way of living all at once is a surefire way to get burnt out and swing to the complete opposite extreme. Its also, in this case, can be like, really freaking expensive. So just take things one at a time, try one new zero waste alternative each time you run out of something (toothpaste, laundry soap, etc), but don’t rush it. It’s not a race. And you’re more likely to stick to a small change than a big one.

Remember small changes add up to big impact. Obviously I can only speak for my personal experience, but, if you had told me five years ago when I started using tupperware instead of ziplocs that eventually I’d be taking the trash out once or twice a week instead of every other day I wouldn’t have believed you. That first change seemed to small to be significant, but when combined with all the other changes that came after, I can see the difference and because the shift in our lifestyle was so gradual, it doesn’t even feel like much of a change.

Also, I’m working on some (ok a lot) more zero-waste oriented blog posts, so please comment or email to let me know if there are any questions you have. If you’re wondering, I’m sure others are too and I’d love to help in any way I can!

Seven alternatives to fast fashion

Ok we all know by now that fast fashion is BAD NEWS. Bad for the environment, bad for the people making it, ironically bad for the consumer who’s getting tricked into spending a greater percentage of their earnings on clothing because they’re buying so many more “cheap” garments then they used to (true story there’s like studies on this and everything). But like what’s the alternative. Slow fashion, right?

BUT WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!?!?

This is like, kinda my big thing that I won’t shut up about and Even * I * have a hard time explaining what slow fashion actually is. So, instead of writing a post trying to explain the theory and ethos, I’ve put together a helpful list of practical alternatives to buying fast fashion so that we can all slow down our wardrobes and create positive change in consumer trends with tangible actions instead of arguing about concepts. Sounds good? Good.

1. Love the clothes you already have.

   Look, I’m willing to bet that you already HAVE clothes. probably even more than you actually need. So wear those!. Read the care labels so they can last longer! Experiment with different combinations so it feels like you have more of them! Tbh I think most of us could just stop at this step and be set for a very long time.

2. Make do and mend.

   I don’t know about you but I used to get rid of a LOT of clothes because of small problems like stains, holes, or missing buttons. Taking a few minutes to learn how to replace a button, patch a hole, or properly treat stains can exponentially extend the life of your garments. Take this a step further, and small changes to necklines, hemlines, and closures can take a garment lingering in the back of the closet to a new favorite.

3. Swap before you shop. Im sure I don’t have to explain the concepts of “hand-me-downs” to you, and this is a GREAT way to update your wardrobe without creating any new clothing OR spending any money. If you don’t have local friends with similar style and size as you, don’t give up! Swap Society is a great (local, and woman-owned!) that takes this concept ONLINE and lets you swap your clothes with other ladies (and kids!), all across the country.

4. Shop secondhand first.

   Ok so theres something you DON’T already have and theres no one around to beg, borrow, or stay from. What do you do now? Thrift stores are an obvious choice, but, depending on where you live, your options might be limited. Thankfully there are tons of online options. Ebay is great if you know EXACTLY what you’re looking for (I have a friend that’s an absolute WIZARD at this), Thredup lets you filter by size, category, brand etc. very easily (and you can sell clothes back to them as well, also we both get a $10 credit if you order through that link), and apps like Poshmark and Depop let you easily browse other peoples closets. I’ve even had pretty good luck with local facebook buy/sell/trade groups!

5. DIY.

   I mean, whats slower than literally MAKING your own clothes. But real talk, if you’ve got some basic sewing skills (or are willing to learn, I offer custom private lessons in LA/OC) you’d be amazed at the things you can avoid buying (I haven’t bought underwear in years!), and by buying ethical, secondhand, or salvaged fabrics (I talk about this a bit more in this post) your makes can be super affordable AND eco-friendly.

6. Shop small.

   Ok so maybe you need something thats beyond your abilities to make and you just cant find it secondhand. Do your research and see if you can find it from a small business, preferably one with an empasis on ethical practices and sustainaiblility. This SOUNDS expensive, but I’ve found that isnt always the case! I’ve been wanting a new leather jacket for a long time, and at first I was going to save up for one like this from Madewell, but through Instagram I came across a brand called Pelechecoco and it turns out that their recycled leather jackets are SIGNIFICANTLY lower priced than Madewell’s.

7. Buy well, make it last.

   Sometimes we just need to buy stuff. I’m super picky about shores and don’t always have good luck finding the EXACT THING I want in my size secondhand (though sometimes I do like those beauties from Depop up at the top of the post). So, when I do actually NEED shoes (or jeans, or a leather jacket), I make sure to choose something neutral, high-quality, ethical if possible and then WEAR IT TO DEATH.

I know that we are SO conditioned to think that fast fashion is the only affordable way to dress. But trust me, if you just keep your eyes and mind open, there are OPTIONS. I don’t know if a 100% perfect slow fashion exists, or that any one of us can singlehandedly end all of the horrible things happening in the garment industry, BUT I really do think we can create major change just with consistent baby steps in slowing down our wardrobes.

Six things from Azure Standard I can no longer live without

It’s been about six months since I started ordering from Azure Standard, and, when I say the experience has been life-changing, I’m not exaggerating. Azure makes bulk shopping a lot more accessible and affordable for us, which in turn frees up a lot of my time to spend doing things I actually enjoy instead of grocery shopping.

Azure carries like, evvveryyything and honestly sites like that make me really anxious. Like HOW DO I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BUY?!?!?! So, in the interest of helping out anyone who’s seen me talk about Azure but been like, “ok how does this help ME?” I’ve compiled a list of my favorite things to buy from them:

• RAW CHEESE

Ha you thought I was going to say GF flour, weren’t you. NOPE, the REAL thing that sold me on leaving the house at the ungodly hour of 7am to pick groceries up from the back of a truck was this cheese. Benny and I don’t do so well with dairy. Ok, Benny really can’t have dairy at all. Unless it’s raw. Which, while totally legal in CA, is stupidly expensive (likeeee $7.99 for a 8oz…) BUT Azure has MULTIPLE VARIETIES in bulk for under $30 for FIVE POUNDS. $5ish a pound. You’d pay that for orange cheddar at Target. And this cheese won’t give my son diarrhea.

• Gluten Free flours

If you read my sourdough post (or signed up for my sourdough course….) you know all about this. But in case you haven’t, AZURE HAS 25 POUND BAGS OF THE BOBS RED MILL FOR UNDER $50. As long as I keep my baking to a reasonable level, this lasts us a good two months and, added bonus, is totally plastic free.

• Bulk dry beans

We eat a lot of beans. Like, 3-4 dinners a week involve beans. Choosing dried beans over canned has a variety of benefits, but getting them 1lb at a time from Sprouts was getting really tedious but buying more than that at a time created some storage issues. So now I buy our most-used beans (black and garbanzo) in 5lb (paper!) bags from Azure that are easy to store and allow me to meal prep like a good mom that meal preps.

• Honey

One thing I’m really working on in our diet is reducing our intake of refined sugars, which I’m mainly doing by switching to honey and maple syrup for our cooking at home. In THEORY this seemed like an easy swap (and pretty quickly cut down our sugar cravings/tolerance) but DAMN honey is NOT CHEAP and I have STRONG OPINIONS ABOUT THOSE PLASTIC BEARS. But Azure has this wonderful QUART SIZE glass jar of raw wildflower honey for, get this: THIRTEEN DOLLARS. Like, I’ve paid that for a pint jar at Sprouts.

• Gluten free oats

Ok so Benny and I are both celiac, but he’s a LOT more sensitive than I am, so… where I can cheap out take some chances with non GF-certified oats… he absolutely 100% can not. But since I’m a mean mom that won’t buy box cereal, oatmeal is kind of our main weekday breakfast and… we go through a LOT of oatmeal. A $7.99-a-two-pound-bag-from-Bob’s-red-mill-is-just-not-happening amount of oatmeal. We go through over a pound of oatmeal each week so… Azure is a lifesaver with their 5 and 25lb bags of oats at around $2 a pound.

• Gluten free pasta

I have small children. I am very lazy. Pasta is a pretty necessary staple in this house. In all honesty this one isn’t really cheaper than buying it at a store but the convenience of buying it in a TEN POUND BOX and just ALWAYS HAVING PASTA on hand is worth its weight in gold. Idk what ten pounds of gold is worth but thats probably what I’d be willing to pay to just HAVE pasta for every time I didn’t want to cook actual food.

Do I sometimes order other things from Azure? Yes. Do I order all of these every time? Of course not. Am I saying that these are the only or best things to order from them? Absolutely not. BUT, if you wanted a peek into what our best buys from Azure are, there you have it! Also, full disclosure this is an affiliate link and I get a kickback if you use it and/or use the code VictoriaMeyers2 at checkout, which I would really appreciate BUT all opinions are my own and I do spend A LOT of my own money at Azure…

How to add side-seam pockets to any pattern with side seams

Look, I could talk about institutionalized misogyny all the livelong day but if I had to pick one way women are put at a constant disadvantage to be angry about today its pockets. Freaking POCKETS. WHY IN THIS DAY AND AGE DO WOMEN’S CLOTHES NOT JUST AUTOMATICALLY HAVE USABLE POCKETS?!?!? I have THINGS TO CARRY and you know what I don’t always want to carry a bag with me in order to use them. But noooooo someone in the 1800’s had to get everyone all paranoid that I’d hand out feminist leaflets if my clothes had too many pocketssss (or maybe fast fashion brands just don't want to pay up the extra money to put pockets in my clothes when they could just sell me a bag instead, either way, its bologna).

Which brings me to reason like 939328472398 that sewing is probably the most empowering thing I’ve ever gotten myself into: I can put pockets in anyyyything my little heart desires. I mean a lot of the sewing patterns I’ve been using (especially if the company is owned by a woman) already have pockets, BUT even if I want to make something that doesn’t have them, they are so super stinking easy to add into literally anything with side seams. Seriously. Even though I wrote this tutorial for the BurdaStyle 12/2018 #105 (a very sleek, minimalist circle skirt that I made in black stretch sateen, because of course I did), the same instructions can be applied to any other skirt, pant, short, sweater, or dress pattern that has plain side seams.

Are you as pumped about this as I am? Here’s how it’s done:

First, in addition to the original pattern, fabrics, and notions your project calls for, you’ll also need a pocket pattern piece (I had one from the Dress 47 already cut, but you could easily draft your own by tracing your hand and adding a seam allowance), a pen, and, if your pattern doesn’t have any big enough scraps, an extra 1/4 yard or so of your self or lining fabric to cut the pocket bags from. More about that later.

Next we’'ll need to mark the pocket placement, so that they all match and are, you know, at an appropriate pocket location. I looked at some skirts and dresses I already had and 3ish inches below the bottom of the waistband seems to be good.

If your pocket pattern piece doesn’t already have notches at the seam lines, add them to make this next step easier: line up your pocket piece with the side seam so that the top seam allowance notch matches the distance down from the top seam that you want (in my case, 3 inches), then trace both seam allowance notches onto your main pattern piece.

When you cut your fabric, do make sure that ALL NOTCHES ARE MARKED AND CUT IF YOU ENJOY THINGS BEING EASY. Also don’t forget to cut four pocket bag pieces. That won’t be in your cutting layout.

Next, when the pattern says to “sew side seams”, this is where we take a detour: pin your pocket pieces to your main skirt pieces right sides together, matching all notches and then sew just between the notches.

Then, flip them out, pretending that your new wobbly appendage is a normal part of the side seam and just sew all the way down and around and finish the seam however you please.

Finally just tuck the pocket bags in and resume the rest of your pattern instructions.

Seriously. That’s it. And you never have to have clothes without pockets again. Now what are you going to sew pockets in?

Hashtag practically free sewing + a fun Morning Glory top hack

Not that I’m like, GREAT at social media “things”, but a thing I’ve been kinda trying to do is the hashtag #practicallyfreesewing. I definitely don’t have the social media skills or aspirational qualities for this to become like, a big sewing community thing, but for me personally, it’s been a fun experiment for a couple of reasons: 1. it feels good to kinda pat myself on the back when I complete a make that cost nothing (or… close to nothing), and 2. I really want to break down the idea that sewing, slow fashion, and sustainability are luxury market things and not accessible to people with lower amounts of disposable income.

So how does this work, exactly? Well, there are two main components here: the incredible resources of the online sewing community, and alternative methods of sourcing fabrics. The former mainly looks like free downloadable sewing patterns, and the latter covers such a wide range of things I realized while typing that it made more sense to give that it’s own paragraph.

Obviously Pinterest and the Google are an infinite source of free resources in general, and sewing patterns are no exception, BUT, if, like me, you find navigating giant seas of information extremely overwhelming, here is a really great (and REALLY extensive) list of women’s patterns from SewSustainability, and here’s another one focused on childrenswear from the So, Zo sewing blog. I was going to put individual links to a few of my favorites but frankly they’re all on those lists….

As for fabrics, here are a few of my favorite resources, though, this is by no means an exhaustive list of ways to acquire fabrics at little to no cost…

• Your own personal fabric waste - ok so mayyyyyybe this is just me, BUT I’ve noticed that the yardage estimates on patterns tend to be WAY more than you need and with some um… creative? cutting I’m often able to get a second (smaller) project out of what’s left from something big like say, a dress or pair of pants.

• Industrial salvage stores - this is my FAVORITE way to buy fabric. Basically textile and garment manufacturers sell of their overstock/discarded fabrics and then stores sell them by the pound. My favorite place like this is the Michael Levine Loft downtown, where fabrics are $2.99 a pound but sometimes on sale for even cheaper than that.

• Thrift stores - this one can be tricky because you’re really at the mercy of what people have donated, BUT if you think outside of the box and look at things like sheets, linens, and large dresses in the same way as fabric yardage the possibilities are endless

• Remnants - when traditional fabric stores get to the end of a bolt of fabric, what’s left after the last cut (often a yard or less but Michael Levine regularly has 3-4 yard remnants) are set aside and sold at a discount. Sometimes this is a VERY steep discount like at Joann where remnants are automatically marked down 50% and often go on sale for an additional 50% off of that.

One free pattern I’ve had in my queue for I don’t even how how long is the Morning Glory top by Sarah Kirsten, which is unique because instead of being a printable PDF that you assemble, it’s a set of instructions to draft your own simple top based on your own measurements. A couple weeks ago I finally had the time to make it, and… well… it’s been on my list for so long I had THREE different fabrics to make it up in: a windowpane plaid flannel leftover from another project, a linen(?) remnant from Michael Levine, and a salvaged silky-stretchy floral from FabScrap (a really, REALLY cool organization in New York that repurposes industrial textile waste).

I’m sure you’re familiar with a million photos just like this all over sewing Instagram

The Morning Glory is already reversible as is (you can tie it in the front or the back), but after I made the first one I kept thinking, “this would be SO good as a wrap though”, BUT I didn’t want to deal with ties or loose the ability to wear it tied. I’ve had an idea for a pattern floating around in my mind that used buttons to secure a wrap and maybe that would work here? GUYS IT TOTALLY WORKED HERE!

And it’s like, the quickest, easiest “pattern hack” there ever was!

LITERALLY all you have to do is add a buttonhole to each of the tie ends, and then sew a button onto the allowances of the french seams near the waist. That’s it. you can even do it on a Morning Glory that you’ve already made. AND NOW YOU HAVE ONE TOP THAT CAN BE WORN FOUR WAYS!!!! (tied in front, tied in back, wrapped in front, and wrapped in back).

Can you even call this a “hack”? It can be explained in one photo…

So remember last summer when I had a VERY obvious Ogden Cami tan? I think this summer is the summer of the VERY OBVIOUS MORNING GLORY TAN.

Full outfit details: Sarah Kirsten Morning Glory top in floral fabric from Fabscrap with JCrew jeans from SwapSociety

The only blog post you will ever need about gluten free sourdough

I’ve been working on this post for an embarrassingly long time, but the day is finally here. It’s as finished as it’s ever going it be. It’s my guide to all things gluten-free sourdough. This might be the most important thing I’ve ever written. Get ready to have your life CHANGED.

But first, some backstory: I’be been exclusively gluten free since I diagnosed with Celiac disease in 2012 (just kidding the first time was in 2007 but thats a whole different story), and, since gluten free bread tends to be expensive and/or (usually and) terrible, I just kind of went without. Until the fall of 2017, when I got the VERY UPSETTING NEWS that my MOST PRECIOUS WONDERFUL PERFECT ANGEL OF A SON has inherited at least one of my crappy genes and had Celiac disease too. I mean, that explains the excessive poop-related issues we’d been dealing with his um… whole life but STILL. I may be able to grit my teeth through crappy (or no) bread until I meet the sweet relief of death (I’m operating on the assumption that heaven has bread, but don’t quote me on this) but MY SON DESERVES BETTER. MY SON DESERVES DELICIOUS BREAD. And also I don’t know what the hell else toddlers are supposed to eat.

It took an unnecessarily long time of halfheartedly researching it (and dabbling in other DIY fermentation experiments to prove to myself I could do it) but with a little nudge from my friend Lauren who is a totally normal person with a job and other interests and not a food blogger with a financial interest in leading me to believe I am more capable of this sourdough thing than I actually am, I gave it a serious try, and… it totally actually 100% worked GLORY HALLELUJAH WE HAD BREAD.

But here’s the thing. This took an unnecessary amount of research because there just isn’t a ton of resources when it comes to gluten free sourdough. I mean theres some stuff but not enough that gluten sourdough recipes aren’t showing up in the google results. And most of what I found involved blending all the kinds of alternative flours and/or like way too many steps/dishes. I need bread, I need it to be GOOD, but I also need it to be EASY. And, I hope this isn’t too bold of an assumption, but I’m assuming that’s what you want too.

SO WHO’S READY TO GET THIS BREAD???

Ok before that I need to get a couple things out of the way: I’m not an actual expert on this subject and this post is just MY experience with gluten free sourdough. Your results may vary, I’m happy to answer any questions you might have but I can’t promise that I’ll actually know the answers. Also, while the bread and bread related recipes in this post are gluten free, dairy free, and some of them are vegan, the aren’t exactly “health food” recipes so please don’t come at me about refined carbs and such. We are gluten free PURELY out of genetic necessity. PURELY.

Another disclaimer: I am not a food photographer or recipe writer and the lighting in my kitchen is TERRIBLE. So please excuse the lack of technical terms and step by step photos. I’m doing my best here.

Alright guys, lets go.

So the basic principle behind sourdough is that the natural bacteria and “wild yeast” in the air will eat the starch in the flour and essentially fart out bubbles of gas that make air pockets in the bread so that it’s soft and delicious instead of gross and crumbly like store GF bread. UNFORTUNATELY since the thing that makes this work well in gluten bread is the um… gluten, there are some considerations we need to take: One, even with the HAPPIEST starter we’re going to need a secondary leavening agent, whether that’s eggs, baking powder, or yeast. Even the BEST gf flour blend (I’ll get to that in a minute) just doesn’t have the structure to rise well on its own. Also, GF dough is notoriously delicate, so there won’t be a lot of kneading or loaf-forming here. BUT IT WILL BE DELICIOUS and thats all that matters.

This process can basically be broken down into two steps: first, we’ll need to make a “starter” or “mother” that’s going to give us the wild yeast necessary for our sourdough. This takes a few days but once it’s nice and happy THEN we get to bake with it. And after you bake with it you have to feed it and basically now you have a new pet but it’s a pet that helps you make bread. Let’s see a dog do that.

there are three ways you can go about making a sourdough starter: you can buy a pre-made culture and follow the directions on the box, you can start with a small amount of someone else’s starter that they gave you (if you’re local I’d be happy to give you some of mine), OR you can make your own. Making your own SOUNDS intimidating but actually it’s the cheapest and involves talking to the least amount of people so this is the one I recommend and also the one I'm going to walk you through right now. If you’re going to choose a different route for your starter that’s fine you can meet back up with me in a few paragraphs.

You need exactly three things to make your starter: gluten free flour, water, and a jar. Ok I guess you need a spoon too. So, four things. But that’s still not very many things.

A quick note about flour. I use Bob’s Red Mill Gluten Free 1-to-1 for basically everything. I use it so much of it i buy it in 25 lb bags from Azure Standard. I can’t say enough nice things about Azure but the biggest thing is that their price on this particular item is $30-40 cheaper than I’ve been able to find anywhere else, AND they ship it to my local drop point for free. If you’re not using Azure Standard, you really, really should (and use the code VictoriaMeyers2 when you check out because reasons). The only thing I don’t use it for is the bread loafs. For those I use Pamela’s artisan flour blend (also purchased in bulk from Azure Standard). Look, I’m no expert and can’t explain exactly WHY Pamela’s works better for the bread AND THE BREAD ONLY but trust me here. Just put both in your cart right now. I’ll wait. For further reference, when I say the word “flour”, I mean Bob’s Red Mill gluten free 1 to 1, unless I say “Pamela’s” in which case I mean Pamela’s artisan gluten free flour blend, but I don’t have time to type those out every single time.

Ok so now you’ve got flour, water, and a jar to put it in. Awesome. Now we begin the arduous days-long journey of cultivating wild yeast. The “traditional” way of doing this involves mixing big quantities of flour and water, pouring most of it out, and adding more. Because, as you’ve noticed, gluten free flour is a bit on the spendy side, we want to avoid this. So I’ve come up with a perfect, no-pouring method to get yourself some sourdough started in just four days. Also, theres pancakes involved so…

DAY ONE AM:

Wash your jar really well and mix 2 Tbsp each of flour and water in the bottom. Cover with cloth or a paper towel but NOT THE LID OF THE JAR.

DAY ONE PM:

Stir in 2 more Tbsp each of flour and water. It will look, smell, and taste like glue and you may feel like you’ve been duped. You haven’t. Please, stick with me here.

DAY TWO AM:

We’re gonna step up our feeding by stirring in 1/4 cup each of flour and water.

DAY TWO PM:

Do it again but HEY LOOK THERES SOME BUBBLES AND IT KINDA SMELLS. This is good. We want it to smell.

DAY THREE AM:

We’re gonna feed it MORE! 1/2 cup each of flour and water!

DAY THREE PM:

Another 1/2 cup each! Uh oh, the jar is getting kinda full now.

DAY FOUR AM:

Ok that jar is pretty full, there are some small bubbles, and it definitely smells kinda sourdough-ey. If we add any more flour and water the jar will overflow, but we don’t want to throw away our precious sourdough, so LETS MAKE SOME PANCAKES.

Pancakes are a great way to use up “poured off” starter, starter that’s not quite ready yet, or just, because you want pancakes. And also the sourdough aspect fixes a lot of the things that are typically wrong with gluten free pancakes. Mainly the like, texture and that they don’t rise very well. Here’s how you do it:

Mix 1 cup of sourdough starter, 1 cup of GF flour, 1 cup of milk or milk alternative (we use oat), 1 egg, 1 tablespoon sugar or sugar alternative, 2 tsp of baking powder, and some cinnamon and vanilla extract in a large bowl and let it sit for at least 5 minutes. This step is very necessary because the GF flours tend to take some time to absorb liquids. Look I don’t make the rules. Then you can pour small scoops onto a hot griddle or frying pan, flip over when bubbly, hopefully don’t burn them, and enjoy with your favorite pancake toppings.

THEN after you’ve enjoyed your pancakes you should have a small amount of starter left in the jar (less than a cup?). Now we’re going to give it a big feed to make some actual bread. Now, different blog posts will tell you different things about starter/flour/water ratios and feeding schedules BUT all of them are way too complicated and here’s what I’ve found works best with the gluten free sourdough: you know that thing in the bible that says a little leaven leavens the whole lump? So, the GF starter seems to be most happy and bubbly if you use up most of it, and then feed it according to what you plan on making next. Different recipes require different amounts of starter, so, whatever the recipe you’re going to use says, stir in that much flour and an equal amount of water, and let it sit for 12-24 hours before you’re ready to start something. Yes, this does mean that you essentially have to plan your bread two days in advance. But trust me, it’s 10000% worth it. Also, you don’t have to feed it twice a day anymore, just, about 12 hours before you want to start making something. You can totally leave it for a day or two unfed, and if you go on a trip or something, just pop it in the fridge and it will be fineeeee.

If you want to start with an actual loaf of bread (which I’m assuming you are if you’re this far down into a post about gluten free sourdough), this means 1.5 cups of flour and 1.5 cups of water.

Now 8-12 hours after this feed, you should have, as I call them, THE GOOD BUBBLES (TM)

FINALLY WE CAN MAKE SOME BREAD

So first we’re going to mix together 1.5 cups of that nice bubbly starter, 2 cups of the PAMELAS gf flour blend, 1 cup of water, 1/2 teaspoon of active dry yeast, and 1 teaspoon of salt in a large bowl, THEN we’re going to gently transfer this dough into an oiled or parchment lined loaf pan and DON’T SMUSH IT DOWN JUST KIND OF GENTLY PAT IT IN (I have a pampered chef stoneware and I LOOOOVVVVEEE it) and let it rise for at least 12, but up to 24 hours. If all goes well it should have gone from the biggest worst looking drop biscuit you’ve ever seen to “hey that’s kinda almost a bread”, and NOW you can pre-heat the oven to 375, and bake for an 1hr 15mins - 1hr 30mins, or until it’s browned and you can stab it without the knife getting gross. Like all breads, you need to wait until it’s REALLY cool to cut it, but, YOU’VE MADE BREAD. REVEL IN ITS GLORIOUS CRUMB. YOU ARE THE MASTER OF HOME FERMENTATION.

Obz now you’re like, super into this and wondering WHAT THE HECK ELSE CAN I MAKE and let me tell you, there are some THANGS that can be made here:

You can make Flatbread (great with hummus):

Mix 1 cup of bubbly starter, 2 cups of flour, 3/4 cup water, 1 egg, 1/2 teaspoon yeast, and 1 teaspoon salt in a large bowl and let rise for 4+ (but as many as possible) hours. With VERY OILED hands pat small handfuls into disks and fry on a hot, oiled pan or griddle for about 2-4 minutes on each side, or until lightly browned and cooked through.

You can make Pizza:

Mix 1 cup of starter with 2.5 cups of flour, 1 cup of warm water, 2 tablespoons olive oil, 1/2 teaspoon yeast, and 1 teaspoon salt. This is the only one you will knead, doing so GENTLY and just until it’s a nice single ball of uniform dough. This will be messy and it will be sticky and it will NOT get stretchy no matter how long you kneed so just stop as soon as theres no crumbles of flour. Let it rise for 4-6 hours, then roll between two layers of plastic wrap (I know, plastic wrap is horrible but a very necessary evil in GF baking) until it’s about 1/2 an inch thick (this makes one very large pizza, divide in half before rolling if you’d like smaller and/or thinner crusts). If you have time let it rise for a couple hours after rolling, then bake at 350 for 15 minutes, add toppings and bake for an additional 15 minutes.

You can make english muffins:

Mix 1.5 cups of bubbly starter with 2 cups of flour, 1 cup of water and 1 teaspoon of salt. Let this rise for 8-12 hours (I usually start this before bed if I want them for breakfast, or in the morning if I want them for dinner), then after rising mix in 1 teaspoon of baking powder, 1/2 teaspoon baking soda, and 1 egg. Drop large spoonfuls onto a hot and oiled cast iron skillet, cooking each side for about 5 minutes, then covering on low heat for about another 10 minutes until cooked through. Alternately you can just drop large spoonfuls onto a parchment lined baking sheet and bake at 350 for 20ish minutes, but that’s not as fun.

AND AND AND

You can make cookies!

Mix 1/2 cup sourdough starter, 1/2 cup melted butter or coconut oil, 1/2 cup sugar, 1 and 1/4 cup flour, 1 teaspoon vanilla, and 1/2 teaspoon baking powder. Refrigerate for at least an hour, then roll small balls of dough in cinnamon sugar (optional, press in a crisscross design with a fork) and bake at 350 for 10-12 minutes.

I’m SURE there are other things you can make too, these are just the recipes that I Personally have had repeated success with, I mean, skys the limit once you get a happy starter going. If you have another sourdough recipe, PLEASE post or link to it in the comments!

Now I won’t blame you if you start making something sourdough every couple of days, but as i said earlier, if you need a break/don’t have time, your starter will be FINE at room temperature for a day or two, and if you're say, going on vacation for longer, it can totally go into the fridge (just, feed it when you take it out).

As I’ve mentioned before, I’m no expert on all the science and intracies of gluten free baking or sourdough, I’m just a celiac mom that misses bread and doesn’t want her celiac son to miss out too. If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to comment or send me an email, and I’ll do my best to help, but I can’t make any promises.

Also, I just want to give a HUGE thanks to Azure Standard for helping me out by providing the flour for this post. Please, PLEASE check them out for all your bulk/health food needs. Also, here are direct links to the Pamela’s and Bob’s flour blends. And yes, I do get a kickback if you order, but only if you use the code VictoriaMeyers2, which I would really, really appreciate (mama needs that flour money…)

Also Also, if you find my very informal recipe style irritating or if this post was just like, WAY too much information all at once, I gotchu. Just subscribe to my email list and you’ll be the first to get the thing I’m working on specifically for you.

Real talk about being and artist on Etsy

2018 was FAR from my “first” year of selling on Etsy. I’ve been selling (on and off, through different projects) since… 2007 I think. The Etsy I joined was a VERY different place where you could ruin a perfectly good vintage blazer with terrible embroidery and people would… buy it? Idk it was a very weird time and looking back over my past sold listings is VERY CRINGEY. For obvious reasons (plus lots of life changes and not being good at business), I never really did “well” on Etsy, so IMAGINE MY SURPRISE in 2017 when this embroidery thing kind of took off.

If I have to live with this, so do you

And by “took off” I mean I brought in a little over $600 which meant, ETSY WAS AN OFFICIAL INCOME SOURCE ACCORDING TO THE IRS AND I GOT TO DO SMALL BUSINESS TAXES FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!! I mean I had to anyway because that was the year I started making actual money teaching art classes, but that’s not the point here. My point is that 2017 went well enough in the Etsy department that I was like “oh crap I guess I gotta be like, serious about this because it’s not going away”.

Now, I definitely don’t see (or really have any desire to see) embroidery as being my full-time main-income kind of thing. Which is totally fine because my main thing is kids/homeschooling and my main thing for money is teaching and I’m really happy with that. Embroidery is much more of a hobby, but a hobby that pays for itself (and then some) is a pretty dang nice hobby. But back to what I was really talking about: in 2018 I actually made some goals (I made exactly two goals) for my Etsy shop: keep posting new listings and end the year with all of the “traffic stats” arrows pointing up (I am GREAT at business guys!).

Great news everyone! I did! There are more things in the shop than there were at the end of 2017 and all the arrows are up! Some of them even have pretty high percentages! And my final sales for the year is * slightly more * than I made doing those shirts for The Matches! So, not bad Victoria, not bad at all.

See, all up arrows.

Plus, for the first time EVER I had a whole year where I made at least one sale every month, AND was just one order shy of averaging one order a week. Also I added two new shop categories that I haven’t really gotten around to announcing/marketing (PDF embroidery patterns and custom buttons, if you’re interested). So go me. Much business. Very Entrepreneur.

Have you ever seen such a beautiful chart? Probably, but I haven’t.

In the interest of being transparent and hopefully helpful to anyone who’s ever made something and thought “Hey I bet I could sell these on Etsy!” or, made something that made other people tell them “you should totally sell those on Etsy”, I want to take a minute to talk about some of the real life stuff that goes on with running an Etsy shop even if its really just a glorified hobby. But first: a bit of disclosure:

1. Etsy is the only place I sell online (currently or ever) so I can’t really compare it to any other options

2. I am by no means an expert and this is not a how-to guide

3. Everything I’m saying here is my own personal experience and opinion and please do not base your decisions on what I’ve written here

So, first things first let’s talk about the things I love about Etsy, so much so that I took down my independent online shop that I opened because everyone’s like “if you’re serious about your business you need to get off Etsy” to sell exclusively on Etsy. This blog post is officially at the point where every time I type the word “Etsy” it looks very, very wrong.

The big thing about Etsy is that it’s easy. I literally run this entire side-hustle (except for the physical act of embroidery and when I mail things) on my phone. It’s not even that nice of a phone (it’s an iPhone 6s if you were wondering/wanted to buy me a better phone). I can post and edit listings, copy them to make new listings by just changing the photo and title (v important because I’m lazy/have very high maintenance kids), promote listings through social media, monitor shop statistics and communicate with customers in one app. I’m probably not even using the app to it’s full potential to be completely honest. But it’s great because, as I’ve mentioned before, Etsy is not even close to being my main thing. I don’t have a lot of time for it so it’s nice to be able to keep it running in the spare bits of time I have to check my phone.

Another great thing about Etsy is it’s really affordable to get started: listings are 20 cents each and they take a small commission on orders but only after the sell. This might add up to being “not worth it” and better to have a separate site at some point, but, I think a lot of that depends on your volume and profit margin, and if the product you sell is something that you can mark up to an acceptable profit margin. To be completely honest my volume is pretty dang low and my profit margins are pretty stinking high so this has never been an issue for me. But I understand that this is a legit issue for many others so, just putting that out there.

And finally, Etsy has its own internal search thing going on and people can find you just within Etsy. I’m not good enough at tech or internet stuff to fully articulate how this works or why it matters beyond this: people just searching for things on Etsy can find you/your product fairly easily. Obviously this is great for people running side hustles on their phones between doing other things and aren’t really “marketing”. Probably not a great business model but hey, it works. Maybe not as well as devoting proper time to marketing my own branded personal website but ain’t nobody got time for that. Well, speaking for myself specifically, I don’t, and Etsy so kindly helps me out in this department, which is totally worth the related fees.

But running an Etsy shop even as a glorified hobby takes a lot. It takes a lot and theres not always a lot of return. It takes a lot and theres not always a return.

Which now that I think about it is really the main thing I wanted to talk about here: even though I love Etsy as a platform and have had a really great experience with it, running and even mildly successful shop is a LOT more than posting up listings and waiting for someone to buy them. I mean, theres a lot more to just posting listings than just putting some pictures and words on the internet. You have to make sure your pictures are good and then you have to look at other pictures of similar listings to make sure yours like stand out from the rest (in a good way and not a bad way), you have to do research on how to write product descriptions that don’t leave anything important out and you have to measure everything and think of any possible question a prospective buyer might have and you also have to make it NICE and FUN and but not too SALESY, you know? Oh and you probably want to take the time to research if the thing you’re trying to sell is a thing people would even buy, before also researching price points and seeing where your products fit in what is currently available/being purchased.

And then once the listing are up you need to get them out into the world otherwise no one outside of the Etsy. I am 100% terrible at this so don’t come to me for advice, BUT this means things like posting photos and links on social media, writing blog posts, networking with other creatives, participating in real life events… If it sounds like this takes way more time and effort than the actual making-something-and-posting-it-for-sale part, that’s because it is. Some people are great at this. My friend Heather is great at this. I am not. This probably explains why $680 is an accomplishment for me.

Finally, running an Etsy shop even as a small side-hustle means being willing to learn allllll of the ins and outs of running a business, just on a super micro scale. Business law, shipping, taxes (did you know the city of Los Angeles has a weird self-employment tax that only applies to businesses OVER a certain size but businesses UNDER that size are only exempt if the file a waiver? Ask me how I know), accounting (guys just get quickbooks self employed, and not just because I get $50 if you sign up), planning, marketing, sourcing materials, sourcing business supplies (totally not the same thing), communication, photography, market research, merchandising (not the same thing as marketing!), etc, etc, etc… AND THATS NOT EVEN COUNTING THE TIME/RESOURCES/SKILLS THAT GO INTO YOUR ACTUAL CRAFT.

AND (this is the best part) you might do ALL of this, even do it very well and you still might not actually sell anything. Like not to be a debbie downer but… you can’t actually control if people are actually going to buy what you’re selling. Or, in the case of the second-to-most-recent Etsy thing I did, you’ll put so much time and effort into your product that by time it’s time to sell it, you hate it. Or your skills/interests have grown beyond it. And let me tell you, it is PRETTY DAMN HARD to sell something that you hate, or worse, know isn’t actually your best work.

This stuff was so cute (and I was so skinny?!) but I HATTTTEEEED it

My point is, that if you’re even considering selling something you make, on Etsy or otherwise, make sure you love it. I mean REALLY love it. Like, a would be willing to do all this work and learn all these things that you would never even consider learning normally (hello graphic design and search engine optimization) even if you never sold a single thing kind of love. A love where the making and sharing part is enough to fill your cup because there are a LOT of things that are going to take from it. A love where you’re willing to learn and change and grow and let your art/product do the same.

But at the same time, you should totally do it. It really only takes 20 cents and an app to get started, and there is no better feeling then when the Etsy app makes that cash register sound.

A year of doing things I'm afraid of (and what's next for 2019)

“New Years Resolutions” are kind of a tough thing for me . While I LOVE the idea of them, I’ve gone through several different goal setting methods over the years and up until now none of them have really worked. Big picture resolutions are cool and all but it’s REALLY hard for me to stay motivated as I work on them, and itemized “bucket list” type goals just feel like a big weight to carry and yet another thing that I’m failing at.

But for 2018 I did something that (for me, at least, maybe other people do this and it’s not a big deal?) was totally life changing. Instead of big vague goals or tiny specific goals I picked a “theme” for the year to… I don’t know, like, guide my decisions? Working with a therapist had showed me that not only am I terribly afraid of a lot of stupid things, that’s also… not a very healthy way of living so, my theme for 2018 became “doing things I’m afraid of”.

This turned out to be one of my favorite decisions that I’ve ever made. Instead of having to reverse-engineer the steps to accomplish some big lofty goal or drowning in a sea of small ones, I could simply go through the year, looking at things/situations that I might be afraid of and then… doing them. And I’ve loved it for a few reasons:

First, this works equally well in the micro as well as the macro sense. I was able to confront very tiny fears like cutting a pineapple and learning how to park in the assigned spot under our apartment, as well as much bigger ones like going to Texas and signing a year-long social media influencer contract, things in the middle like fermenting food and posting a picture of my butt on Instagram, and EVERY SINGLE ONE was a valid and valuable step toward my ultimate goal for the year. It didn’t matter that the year took some weird turns and certainly didn't end up the way I was expecting, as long as I was doing things I was afraid of, I was on my way, not having to re-calibrate my goals to accommodate for unexpected circumstances (not that I’ve EVER had to deal with anything like THAT sarcasm). And it helps that I’m afraid of an absurd amount of mostly stupid things.

2017 me would definitely have been afraid to make either of these garments, let alone wear them TOGETHER

Which brings us to our second point, the one that’s all introspective and goes on about how much I’ve LEARNED and GROWN through this experience and I really want to skip and/or roll my eyes at, but… ITS ALL TRUE. Challenging myself to do things that scare me also forced me to 1. admit that I’m afraid of a stupid amount of things and 2. see JUST HOW MUCH THOSE FEARS WERE HOLDING ME BACK. For example: there were a lot of my passions and interests that I just flat out didn’t shbeare with other people because I was afraid of getting judged/made fun of for being “weird”, but once I started sharing them I learned that, even if the people in my immediate real life circle weren’t exactly supportive, tons of people on the internet WERE and for the first time in my life, I’m a lot more confident in sharing the things I like and care about and… actually feel like I might be helping or encouraging other people sometimes?

Also, since my mental fear-prison covered the whole spectrum of things I could possibly be afraid of, I was able to really progress in a lot of different areas in my life, rather than limiting myself to the specific goals I’d chosen to pursue: I’ve gotten way better at sewing (as well as styling, photographing, and sharing my makes), grown my etsy shop a ton, gotten better at making/keeping friends, totally changed how I parent/homeschool, actually kind of started to get in shape, REALLY started to deal with my mental health… like, so many things that I honestly wouldn't have connected with fears have improved because I just changed my approach instead of just plugging away on one single path.

And finally (honestly I think this is really the best part about the whole thing), since “doing things I’m afraid of” isn’t a specific thing with an end, each conquered fear opened up new opportunities to do something even scarier, which, thanks to the newfound confidence from the previous scary thing I just did, I was actually able to do and it all kinda snowballed and what do you know suddenly I’m flying alone to Minneapolis in the wintertime to spend a weekend with internet strangers and have breakfast with Justin Fucking Pierre and also it was great but at the same time I can’t believe that was a thing that I actually did. But I mean, that’s the whole point I’m trying to make here.

I probably should have kept a list of each individual scary thing I did, but by time I thought to do do that it was too late, I had already lost track, and I mean, the main takeaway from this whole thing is that, thanks to committing to doing things I’m afraid of, I’m a much more confident, less anxious person with a much more interesting life than I had at the beginning of the year. 2018 brought some AMAZING experiences: multiple dream jobs, finally feeling like I belonged somewhere, SO many sweaty mosh pit hugs, and for that I am extremely thankful. 2018 was a hard one in so many ways, but it really truly was a great one.

Outfit details: top and skirt are both BurdaStyle patterns sewn in deadstock chiffon from SAS fabrics in Hawthorne. Layered over this Ohhhlulu bralette made from stretch velvet from Joann fabrics (similar). Glasses are from Zenni Optical and shoes are old af

So am I going to do this whole theme-for-the-year thing again? HECK YES I AM. Honestly I could probably live my whole life doing things I’m afraid of and never run out of new things because THATS THE KIND OF PERSON I AM, but in the interest of maximizing personal growth (because apparently that’s the kind of person I am now), I’m gonna pick a new one. 2019’s theme is “getting better”. Not really pursuing doing anything new but just looking at the things I’m already doing and seeing if there’s any way I can get better. I mean theres some obvious physical and mental health related connotations there, but… I don’t want to limit it to that. Just… going into the new year looking for ways to get better: better at homeschooling, cooking, writing, sewing, running a business, housekeeping, not just being at home by myself all the time… I’m sure I’ll find a whole bunch by the end of the year.

And after all the places 2018 took me, I’m really excited to see where 2019 goes.

U CANT ALWAYS GET WHAT U WANT feat. BurdaStyle 04/2013 #115

For my July BurdaStyle pattern I picked this top. I had big plans for this baby: I was gonna REALLY step out of my sewing comfort zone with some bust shaping and fancy closures and an all in one facing (which I had previously done EXACTLY ONCE in school). I was gonna make it in my fav IKEA canvas so I could get a rad faux-jumpsuit kinda thing with my Lander Pants, but also it would be a more interesting summer top with jeans or a skirt and it was gonna look SO GOOD with my black cutoffs when I saw The Matches in Texas last weekend. 

So, you know that thing about not always getting what you want? 

The stripe patterns even almost match up in the back!

WELL. 

I wasn't very far into this top before I was seriously questioning my fabric choice. The pattern calls for pique which is um... not even close to the same thing as canvas. But! The structure! The cool lines! The... facing. Goodness gracious an all in one facing in canvas on canvas was... not easy. But I got through it!

Not exactly what I was envisioning but I don't hate it.

Then there was the closure. The pattern calls for hook and eye tape. Which I probably should have checked if anywhere local carried but I just assumed there would be some at Joann's. Well. You know what they say about when you assume? You end up with tell tape and loose hooks and eyes trying to DIY your own. Which actually worked a little better than I was expecting, since I was able to deviate a bit from the pattern and give both sides an overlap, making the top more symmetrical because things like that bother me.  But, still not really a sturdy enough closure for a punk show, so that was sad. 

THEN there was the fit. To be completely honest, I've had really good luck up to this point having sewing patterns fit pretty well as drafted. To the point where I almost never make muslins. So... I didn't make a muslin. I... really should have made a muslin for this one. I have no Idea where I got the idea that I could get away with not making a muslin/any adjustments on a very bust-shaping oriented garment for my not-even-an-a-cup boobs. The first time I tried it on I hated it so much I almost cried because at that point it was finished and there was nothing I could do to fix it without taking the whole thing apart. Except for taking in the front seams about 1/4 inch at each bust point and adjusting the curve there. This is where working with a BurdaStyle pattern came in SUPER handy because holy moly these patterns are ACCURATE and adjusting things is easy peasy. I'm still not 100% on if the neckline is all that flattering on me, but at least I was able to take care of the fit. 

The canvas-on-canvas facing was NOT an easy sew but it's sooooo crisp on the edges!

So... it's true that you can't always get what you want. But then theres that other part of that song too. 

And I DID need to break out of my very-simple-shapes comfort zone and make something with some actual structure. I did need to check myself and not get so cocky with my fabric choices. I did need to practice an all in one facing and learn to be more creative with notions beyond just picking cute buttons. I did need to accept that not every pattern is going to fit me as drafted and I NEED TO TAKE THE TIME TO MAKE MUSLINS. And mostly I needed a big fat slice of humble pie to admit that not EVERY sewing project can be the OMGBESTSEWINGPROJECTEVER every single time. 

Full outfit deets: Top is BurdaStyle 04/2013 #115, pants are True Bias Lander Pants, both made from this canvas from IKEA

But I'm not complaining about these two-piece outfit vibes. Def gonna try this again with a less ridiculous fabric choice. 

Victoria Ann Meyers X The Matches, or, the story of how the heck that happened

So, I finally got to spill the beans on a secret I'd been keeping since freaking October: I got to collaborate with the freaking Matches on a super limited run of hand embroidered merchandise for their tour that starts tomorrow. If you asked me about this recently I'd probably say something like "I made some shirts for my friend's band" but guys, this project was so much more than that. This is a lifelong dream come true. No, this is probably better than any of my youthful aspirations (I was not a very aspirational youth). 

I regularly find myself asking "how did i get here?" and I figured for my sake, and for anyone who might be interested or in need of some encouragement in their artistic journey (we'll get to that part later), I'm just gonna put it all down here. I'm not exactly sure where to start, but maybe now it's a good time to specify that The Matches aren't just a band, they're one of my favorites. Probably, my second favorite/most influential band of all time. I could probably write a whole other long sappy post listing all my special memories that involve the matches, or all the ways they've positively influenced me as an artist, writer, and person, but, now is not the time for that and frankly that doesn't seem like the kind of post anyone wants to read (nor one I'd really want to write). 

So, how about we start with how Shawn and I became friends? I promised a while ago that I'd tell you this story. Sit tight and get ready for a lot of cringing on my behalf. Shawn and I first met in early 2008 when 18 year old me had the great idea of following my current favorite cute band boy down a dark alley to give him vegan cupcakes and a badly embroidered t-shirt. Teenage me had a lot of questionable ideas and THIS ISNT EVEN THE WORST ONE (this one is probably the worst). Shawn does not remember this. THANK YOU JESUS HE DOES NOT REMEMBER THIS. But for the sake of this blog post, remember the badly-embroidered t-shirt, that's important later. 

if this isn't the most 2008 picture there ever was idk what is

As far as Shawn is concerned, we met in late 2014 before the last of the EVDKTL shows in a manner that was SOMEHOW EVEN MORE EMBARRASSING THAN THE FIRST TIME: I was pregnant and crying because a certain cousin who will remain nameless but is no longer allowed to buy concert tickets for us BOUGHT TICKETS TO THE WRONG SHOW AND WE COULDN'T GET IN. Shawn then proceeded to call their manager (henceforth referred to as Pablo for the sake of brevity) to get us the last two spots on their guest list. As this is happening, some sweet angel of a lady comes over to us and just gives two more tickets (which was perfect cause we needed four). Tbh at this point in my life I had been in a really dark and miserable place for a long time and wasn't used to people being genuinely nice to me, so, this had a pretty profound effect on me. I joked that if we had a boy we'd name him Pablo Harris Meyers. I wasn't really serious but we ended up naming him Benedict Harris Meyers, which didn't seem like a weird thing to do at the time because I thought this was the end of the story. Obviously it wasn't. 

My favorite part of this picture is how you can't even tell I was so sick that my dinner was a cup of instant mashed potatoes that I forced down in the backseat of my cousins boyfriends car. 

Much, much later I had finally gotten the itch to start making art again (fun face I went to art school and dropped out/quit making art when i was in my junior year). I had an idea for a tattoo but no tattoo money so I made my idea into a little embroidery hoop. It felt really good so I bought supplies to make more and made at least three of them before I decided it was cute and posted it on instagram. At this point Shawn and I had become like, internet friends (idk why, I'm like, the most boring person ever), and he said some nice things about my embroideries. Which was pretty surreal to me since he was a huge artistic influence for me before I quit making art, and as far as I was concerned, this was just a mediocre craft project. 

This was the first hoop I ever did. I like to think they're better now. 

In all honesty, I thought I'd make a few hoops and get bored and never do embroidery again, just like all my other dumb hobbies, and I definitely, 100% WAS NOT INTERESTED in selling them. but after so many years of being miserable and not making art, stitching through all my favorite songs was really cathartic and ideas kept coming and I kept making and posting the hoops. Apparently people liked them? Shawn made a couple of comments about selling them which made me uncomfortable so I was like "haaaaaa how about I just give you one". I was hoping if I ignored it it would go away. It didn't. Shawn started using my hoops to promote his podcast and publicly called me out in one episode to open up an Etsy shop. This made me very uncomfortable so I hastily put one together, in the hopes that that would be the end of that and should someone really want a hoop they could buy one I guess. I sent a few hoops off as gifts and kinda sat back waiting for this thing to blow over. Which, obviously, it didn't. 

I wouldn't call what happened an "overnight success" but, I definitely wasn't loosing money. So I accepted that I'd accidentally become an artist and this is just my life now. Sure, I'm not super comfortable with it but something about life and comfort zones. 

Me at finally being allowed to talk about the shirts. 

But back to the shirts. FINALLY WE CAN TALK ABOUT THE SHIRTS!!! Back in October of last year Shawn asked me if I'd be willing to do like a pop-up collection in 2018. Obviously I was all "heck yes" because 1. that thing about doing projects for friends, and 2. THIS MEANT THAT THE ABIH TOUR WAS ABSOLUTELY DEFINITELY HAPPENING. I forget exactly what Shawn actually asked me to make but after thinking about The Matches' diy punk roots, how their current fanbase actually dresses, and how I could really make this project about me I decided I was gonna do 20 completely different vintage shirts and sweaters embroidered with my artwork. Shawn was surprisingly cool with this and I basically spent the next few months embroidering shirts in my practically nonexistent spare time and secretly dying inside that I wasn't allowed to talk about it because at this point the tour wasn't even announced yet. 

BUT!!!! The tour starts tomorrow and this is all out in the open and if you're going to a show GET YAS A SHIRT CAUSE THIS AIN'T HAPPENING EVER AGAIN. I have no idea how this is all going down, that's out of my hands (literally, I dropped them off with Pablo yesterday) but, I mean, this is your warning to take whatever (legal?) means necessary to get yourself one of these babies. Theres only 20 of them and like, a lot more than 20 people going to these shows. 

look they're even NUMBERED cause I'm pretentious AF

I'm not going to lie, a lot of blood, sweat, and tears (ok really mainly just tears) went into this project and the imposter syndrome is REAL, guys. I almost quit SO MANY TIMES. I mean, I'm low key still waiting for Ashton Kutcher to come out and say I'm being punked cause this just doesn't seem real (omg I just dated myself with a reference, didn't I?)

But before I leave here I just want to say a few things: 1. If you've got an idea or a creative itch to scratch, just do the thing. Best case scenario it opens up all kinds of new doors and totally changes your life fore the better, and worst case, at least you did the thing and you're happier than you'd be if you hadn't. 2. If you're a creative that's struggling with everything that you do not going the way that you want it to, just keep doing things until something works out. I'm sitting on over a decade of experience at failed creative ventures and only just now have something that's kinda working for me. and 3. If you're ever faced with a chance to do something nice for someone else, no matter how small it seems to you, do the thing, cause it might end up turning into a big life changing thing to that person. 

And one more thing: thanks so, SO much to all the rad folks who have supported me through this crazy ride. You know who you are and I wouldn't be here without you. Also great job for making it all the way down here, I mean I almost didn't. 

This one is my favorite tho and I'm v jealous of whoever gets to keep it

My first Me-made May + a very exciting announcement!

If you follow me on instagram (again, how are you even here if you don't?), you already know that I've just finished my first #memademay. If you're not familiar with it, Me-made May is an event in the sewist community on social media where sewists challenge themselves to wear, work on, and/or share their handmade wardrobes. Last year I watched this go by somewhat enviously as I was still in my last semester of fashion school and ironically had no time for sewing for myself. Also I was just not very good at sewing back then. But things are different now and I felt up for the challenge. 

Overall it was a pretty cool experience! My challenge for myself was to wear and/or work on something handmade every single day. And I did! I was pleasantly surprised at how much mileage I was able to get out of my makes, how little I repeated outfits, and my dedication to at least work on something even on the days i was too lazy to get dressed (that homeschool life though...)

This tiny pucker will drive me insane until the day I die. 

What I wasn't expecting though, was for this month to be like, super eye opening about both my wardrobe and my sewing habits. Looking back at all my outfits for the month, I noticed that my everyday style is very "top and jeans" with a little "casual dress" thrown in if it's warm out. But that's... not what I usually sew. 

It turns out that (surprise surprise) I typically approach sewing projects as a designer. Meaning, I'll get inspired by a fabric or a RTW item or someone else's make and get a vision of how I'd make it my own and then build a whole concept and painstakingly execute it. Now, I'm not complaining because this process creates things like my perfect striped Lander pants, but what it doesn't exactly do is create a cohesive, easily wearable everyday wardrobe. So, moving forward, I want to work on shifting my process to look a bit more critically at what I have vs. what I wear and identifying any "holes" in my wardrobe so that I can fill them. Obviously still with an emphasis on good design and a cohesive concept, just... more product-oriented rather than process-oriented. 

I'm not bad at ironing this fabric just wrinkles if you so much as look at it. 

Which is where this "exciting announcement" business comes in: for the next year I'm partnering with BurdaStyle to do exactly that! Each month I'll be making a new pattern and posting about my concept, process, styling, and how each new piece fits into the "holes" I found in my wardrobe. And who knows, maybe I'll throw in some things for the kids too...

As I mentioned earlier, Me-made May revealed that while my go-to outfit is a top and jeans, I don't actually have that many "nice" tops, me-made or rtw. Actually, I have exactly two Ogden Camis, two Simplicity 1690s (one of which I hate), two Wanderer Tanks, and an assortment of secondhand flannels and long-sleeve button-ups. Everything else is a band t-shirt or a Rumi Tank. So, my first pattern for this year is this cropped short sleeve button up. This one was a double-whammy because not only does it fill a big gap in my wardrobe, but it's also pushing my boundaries as a sewist because I've actually never made a collared shirt before (no, I'm not lying about going to fashion school...). 

Better button placement next time, plz. 

I made this one from some like grey woven (fiber content unknown) that I bought from Christine Haynes before she moved to New York. It was a fairly big piece (3-4 yards?) and now I have three different tops made from this same fabric. Say what you will about me but at least I have a very consistent brand. Despite having a little trouble with the collar (I may have folded it at the wrong line) and button holes (in both placement and execution, this fabric did NOT like buttonholes), I did end up with the exact type of top that my wardrobe was lacking: something nicer than a tee, more covered than a cami, but not a full-length flannel. Bonus points, I don't have to tuck it into my high waisted pants (which is... all of my pants). This pattern is definitely going to see a lot of repeated use in the future, especially since the fit on the size 37 was A+ with no alterations. 

I feel like this pattern is a really great one if you're wanting to try a collard shirt for the first time, since it's got a really simple shape (no darts!), short sleeves (no pleats or cuffs!), self-facings in the front, a one piece convertible collar (meaning no neckband *praise hands emoji*), and the *four* pattern pieces fit comfortable on *one* yard of 60" fabric. It's like, the perfect small-piece-of-awesome-fabric project. And like I said, this one is definitely getting made again. Next time, with better buttonholes. 

Full outfit details: Glasses from Zenni Optical, BurdaStyle blouse made from unknown fabric with vintage buttons, v old Madewell jeans (but those are similar), vintage belt I stole from my husband. 

You can find the pattern right here, and while I don't have a link to this exact fabric, this can be done in any crisp, lightweight woven as long as you have a little interfacing and three buttons. 

So... what should I make next? 

Don't call me #goals

Obviously it's been a long time since I've posted anything here, and... I don't really have an excuse. I just wasn't feeling the whole long-form-content thing. And that's the whole blessing/curse of self employment, isn't it? That I don't have to do anything I don't want to. I mean, #goals, right?

Which brings me to the point of this blog post. If you haven't been following me on Instagram (which, if you haven't, how on earth did you get here? I have so many questions...) you've probably heard me mention that my "theme" for this year is "doing things I'm afraid of". And if you haven't, my "theme" for this year is "doing things I'm afraid of". For some context, I am afraid of a great many of very stupid things and I guess now I'm... doing them. A lot of them. From learning to cut a pineapple to sewing actual pants with buttons to posting a picture of my butt on the internet, to booking a trip to freaking TEXAS, scary things are getting DONE. Honestly this has been going surprisingly well: exactly none of the scary things that I've done this year have blown up in my face and resulted in a world-ending catastrophe. Of course, we're still a couple months out from that trip to Texas I booked... but I digress. 

But here's the thing that's kind of starting to bother me: the more I do these (usually dumb) things I'm afraid of the more comfortable I've become with sharing about them and the more people have positively responded to them and said nice things about me being encouraging or inspiring or, most uncomfortably, #goals. Now on the one hand I've been very fortunate to find the internet to be a very positive and inspiring space and I'm happy to be able to be on the giving end of this transaction rather than the receiving end for a change. But guys, I am not #goals. Not even a little bit. 

Hi I'm 28 and have lots of grey hair. This is fine. I'm fine. 

Look, I may have a nice late-20's-embracing-who-I-am-as-a-person-and-not-hiding-it-to-seem-more-socially-acceptable-or-something going on, and it seems to have led me to some opportunities that I never thought I'd get to see (which hopefully I'll be able to share about soon), but, before anyone starts putting me on any kind of pedestal, there are a couple things I think are worth talking about: 

The first is that, like one would assume, I'm pretty particular about what I share online and curate the heck out of it. My social media presence is less about accurately representing my actual life and more about giving myself a record of my highlights and accomplishments so that I can look back on them when I'm having a hard time. Which is... pretty much most of the time given that outside of my curated highlights, my life is a wreck, guys. I'm not sure where my reputation for having my crap together and a DGAF attitude came from but 1. I have approximately 0% of my crap together and 2. I actually do G a lot of Fs. Waaaaaaaayyyy too many Fs. For crying out loud I am a grown-ass adult woman that had "cutting a pineapple" on their list of fears that need to be conquered and I think that really says a lot about me as a person. 

Yeah, so social media isn't (even close to) an accurate representation of my life, who's is? I'm not saying this makes me unique, it's just... a lot of the comments I've gotten make me really uncomfortable because I know that they don't know what's happening outside of the Instagram square. And it's mostly me yelling at my kids while they chase each other through a trashed apartment, often breaking things and injuring themselves in the process. I mean, if we're being honest. I may be able to pull off some cool illusions on the internet, but in real life I only just now figured out that our gas bill isn't randomly twice as much as usual, I just forget to pay it sometimes. I've been paying our bills for eight years. 

These pants were v complicated. Please appreciate them. 

The second thing, which is a lot harder for me to talk about, is that while yes, my recent accomplishments are cool and there's nothing wrong with being proud enough to show off the fruit of my hard work, the successes I've had have not come easily. Not at all. The last thing I want is for someone to look at anything I've done in the past year or so and think that there was anything quick or easy about it. My early 20's were hell guys. I spent the better part of a decade convinced I would never see anything beyond the misery and failure that I let surround and eventually define me. If it seems like I'm surprised or skeptical that some things have worked out for me lately it's 100% because I am. 

Look, I'm just as stoked as you are that I've had some moderate success as an artist, but did you know I spent over ten years on failed etsy shops and craft fairs with nothing to show for it? This year I made a pretty decent part-time income running my own gig teaching art and craft classes (and next year I'm adding sewing!), but five years ago I was doing the same thing for $9 an hour at the most poorly managed craft store ever. I spend a lot of time these days sharing the things I'm passionate about online, but only after spending my entire adult life hiding them to seem more "socially acceptable" because I was desperate for friends (update: still don't really have any irl but at least I have people on the internet to talk to?). My kids are awesome and I love them but they resulted from the kind of pregnancies/birth/postpartum phases that make me laugh at the people that ask me if I'm gonna have a third one (I... should probably stop doing that, I guess it's not very nice). I may look 19 on the outside but I feel approximately 378 on the inside.  And don't get me started on all the days I spend stuck in bed from chronic pain. 

Full outfit details: Sunglasses from Zenni Optical, Self-made EO necklace, Self-drafted top made from sanded satin fabric from Joann Fabrics, True Bias Lander Pants made from cotton canvas from IKEA, and sandals from Savopoulos on Etsy. 

My point here is that while comparing ourselves unfavorably to strangers on the internet seems to be an inescapable side-effect of digital culture, please, please, please don't call me #goals. I'm not aspirational. Tbh I hope for your sake I'm not even relatable, I mean, I literally asked my mom to call amazon customer service for me the other day. 

On Clothes and Confidence Feat. Eshakti

On Clothes and Confidence

Feat. Eshakti

I could probably write a book about all the things that have changed since I first started transitioning to a smaller, slower, more cohesive wardrobe (and who knows, maybe I will...), but I have to say that the biggest change I've seen BY FAR has been in my confidence.

There have definitely been times in my life where I've been thinner, more interesting, more tan, had better hair, or not had such horrible skin, but none of those comes close to how I've felt since ditching all the unflattering, ill-fitting, mismatched clothes that were clogging up my closet in favor of only owning clothes that make me feel awesome. I know its supposed to be what's inside that counts, and maybe I'm just a deeply superficial person, but it's pretty hard not to feel awesome when you look awesome, or look awesome when you feel awesome. I don't know, something like that. 

But in this process, the getting-rid-of-old-ugly-clothes is the easy part. I'm not saying its easy because it's not. I'm just saying its much easier than the other part, the only-having-clothes-you-love part. Because, like how do you even do that? I'm in a very fortunate position when it comes to building a wardrobe that I love: while I don't have a large clothing budget, I do live in a major city where it's fairly easy to shop clearance racks of higher-end brands, live adjacent-enough to some wealthy neighborhoods where the thrifting is A+, and have a degree in fashion design and construction, so I can always like, make the stuff I want. But it's still a struggle. I'm a couple years deep in this journey and I'd still say I'm only between 60-75% "there". 

My big downfall would have to be dresses. I love dresses for all of the obvious reasons: you get to look pretty while only having to wear one garment that also means you don't have to wear pants. BUT dresses are often complicated and not cost-effective to make. Also, I've got a really awkward body type for finding dresses that don't make me super self-conscious. See, I'm 5'7", which, despite making me the shortest person (by a lot) in my family, is apparently pretty tall for a lady, so most "short" dresses are indecently short on me. But most of my height is in my torso rather than my legs, so most "long" dresses are actually way too long. Add in my broad shoulders, flat chest, and not a lot of waist-to-hip ratio, its... surprisingly difficult to find a dress that isn't too tight or too baggy somewhere. Basically if I want a dress to fit just right I'd pretty much have to design it from scratch and make it myself.

Or not, because Eshakti will custom-size any of their garments and they're not even unreasonable expensive. I'm going to be 100% honest and tell you that I while ignore/decline almost all of the "sponsored post" emails that I get (not that I get a ton), I was so stoked that Eshakti reached out to me to review their customization options. I actually already own a few of their pieces and they're some of my favorites because the construction and fabric quality are impeccable for the price (think Anthropologie type quality for a Gap type price, plus they have awesome sales, seriously you get $25 off and free shipping on your first order) but I'd never ordered a custom-fit dress before.

And this new dress, well, it's a keeper. Between the zodiac-themed print giving it some serious Ms. Frizzle vibes, the so 90's-but-in-a-good-way shell buttons down the front, the subtly pleated skirt, the pockets, and the fact that it actually fits... I feel freaking fantastic when I wear it. Honestly, I don't think I'll need to buy any dresses for a long time...

(Full disclosure: I received this dress as a sample in exchange for writing this post, however, all opinions are 100% my own)

DIY Statue of Liberty Costume Feat. Her Right Foot

DIY Statue of Liberty Costume

Feat. Her Right Foot

A little background: I absolutely live for when my friends ask me to do weird projects for them. I honestly can't think of a thing that makes me feel happier or more like I actually contribute to society than when a friend asks me to do a weird project for them. It's my favorite. Any question that starts with "Hey Victoria, could you make..." is going to be answered with a "Yes". Probably before I even hear the second part of that question, if I'm being honest. Unfortunately these are usually other peoples' projects and I don't exactly get to share them. Luckily, this is not one of those times. 

A couple weeks ago my friend Shawn asked me if I could make a Statue of Liberty costume for my daughter, Alice. Shawn illustrated a children's book about the Statue of Liberty. It's called Her Right Foot. It's delightful. It kind of made me cry a little. And if you take the dust jacket off of it, it looks just like the book from the statue. Hence the costume. 

(Side note: one day I'll tell you the hilarious and awkward story about how Shawn and I became friends. We don't have time for that today, but trust me. It's hilarious. And awkward.)

But back to today's topic: Here are some pictures of Alice's costume, inspired by Her Right Foot.

Since Halloween is only a couple weeks away now and I don't know about you, but I'm not the greatest at getting costumes done in time, obviously I wasn't going to go through all of that without telling you how I made it (thanks to a lot of help from my one true BFF, the internet). Pros: it's super fast, requires approximately zero special skills, and cost less than $20 (including the supplies I way over bought but not including the book so actually that number is entirely meaningless). Cons: zero. 

For the torch I took a dollar store flashlight, painted it, and hot glued squares of gold tissue paper that I found on clearance at Joann's in the center of the top to look like flames. This is Alice's favorite part because it lights up. 

For the crown I started with this printable, but instead of printing it on one piece card stock as instructed, I made things difficult by cutting it from separate pieces of green craft foam, adding the details with black self-adhesive craft foam, and hot gluing everything onto a wide headband. I thought this gave a nice little nod to the artwork in the book, and was 100% worth the extra effort and by far my favorite piece of the costume. 

For the book I just used our copy of Her Right Foot. "But that doesn't look anything like the book the statue is holding..." you say?. Take the dust jacket off. Boom. Problem solved. You're welcome. 

Then I had Alice dress in a green t-shirt (I made hers using this free pattern from Brindille & Twig, omitting the bands for raw edges all around, but you could easily sub in any similarly colored tee your child already owns. Again, I like making things difficult), leggings (hers are from American Apparel which unfortunately stopped making kids' leggings but primary.com is my new fav for affordable basics), and sandals. 

Finally I took approximately one yard of green jersey fabric (Joann's conveniently has the EXACT RIGHT COLOR in stores but not online, apparently), and wrapped it around Alice using this very handy how-to-tie-a-toga tutorial I found on pinterest. And then we were done. 

And that's really it. Most years I totally suck at Halloween costumes, but I think this is the year I finally nailed it. And in all honesty, I think this blog post took longer to put together than the costume...

Full disclosure: I was not paid or compensated in any way for writing this blog post, by Chronicle Books or anyone else. But I also didn't pay for my copy of the book. Is this post sponsored? I have no idea. Please don't hurt me, FTC. 

Also Her Right Foot is available now wherever books are sold these days (not an affiliate link). 

Hashtag Slow Fashion Sundays

A few weeks ago I started posting outfits on Instagram every Sunday with the hashtag #slowfashionsunday. Aside from wanting to you know, document that I actually do get dressed in actual clothes at least once a week, this project seemed like a good way to 1. keep myself accountable as I work toward building an entirely slow-fashion wardrobe, and 2. show a different side of a movement thats maybe more commonly associated with pretentiously high prices and a very specific crinkled-brown-linen-and-handwoven-leather-sandals aesthetic. And so far, I really like how it's going. 

But obviously the series has raised a few questions. Questions that I'm not sure I can adequately address within the Instagram character limit. Questions that I generally don't feel like unpacking on a busy Sunday morning. Questions that are probably better suited for say, a series of blog posts. 

So here we are. Starting a series of blog posts. About slow fashion. And I guess a good place to start would be to talk about what slow fashion even is:

Generally speaking, "slow fashion" is the opposite of "fast fashion", which is a term you're probably a bit more familiar with. If "fast fashion" is the McDonalds of the clothing world, with its cheap and readily available trends, ready to be worn and discarded within a season or two, "slow fashion" is the Whole Foods, where ethically made garments are thoughtfully purchased and cared for in order to withstand years, even decades, of wear.

Slow fashion sounds super totally elitist and unrealistic and out of touch for normal real life people. If you're about to injure yourself with how hard you're rolling your eyes at me right now, I get it. If you're about to come at me with a retort about costs or kids or seasons or trends or any other such objection to slow fashion, I hear you and I would love it if you left your objections in a comment. In fact, I'll probably write a blog post about it. Please leave comments with your objections to slow fashion so I can have ideas for more blog posts. 

But back to this blog post, where I've already introduced you to the concept of slow fashion and will now address two more issues before I open the floor to (hopefully) some questions and comments that might be more relevant to whoever is reading this than it is to my own vanity about what I'd like to write about: 1. why slow fashion is so important to me, and 2. a better explanation of how to gauge whether or not an item is "slow" or not. 

So first off let's deal with the elephant in the room here, "But Victoria, didn't you JUST graduate from fashion school? I thought you were like, super into clothes. Now you're telling me not to buy them, which is a pretty dumb move since your whole goal is to... sell clothes". To which I say: "Yes, yes I did. Yes I am. No, I'm not really saying that. If you give me a minute I'll explain why it's not dumb". 

Here's why it's not dumb: because, as a fashion person that had to study this stuff in school, fast fashion (much like the fast food in my earlier analogy) is just terrible for everyone involved. I won't go into all the details because I don't think you want to read horrible depressing statistics all day (and also I don't want to spend a month researching and writing this blog post), but pretty much the entire supply chain, manufacturing process, and merchandising of fast fashion is super messed up and not something I want to contribute to if i can help it. Sure, $6 shirts seem like a great deal on the surface but there's a huge human and environmental cost behind them. 

That's not to say that clothes are bad and stores are bad and everyone should stop buying clothes forever, its just that, rampant compulsory consumption of cheap clothing creates a lot of waste, leaves a bigger environmental impact than necessary and often leaves real life human people hurt in the process. It's one of those things that no one really likes to think about, but at the same time it's something that we all have the power to do something about. This is why slow fashion is so important to me, because it gives literally everyone really simple, tangible, and (probably most importantly) affordable opportunities to try and minimize the negative impacts of their wardrobes. 

I also have a second, and entirely selfish, reason for embracing slow fashion: it's made my life about 1000 times easier. Having fewer, nicer clothes means my closet is nice and organized, laundry is rarely out of control, and getting ready each day is a piece of cake since all my clothes match each other. My self-confidence has skyrocketed since I only own clothes that I feel great about wearing. And most importantly, I have a lot more free time and money since I stopped browsing the clearance racks "just in case" there was anything we might need. I'll be the first to admit that I'm lazy, and slow fashion allows me to be a lot lazier about shopping. 

So how do you tell if a garment is "slow" or not? I've noticed that humans (myself especially) are big fans of clear-cut labels, and well, unfortunately slow fashion doesn't seem to be a space for clear-cut labels. There are so many variables that go into each garment, each company, each individual that it's pretty much impossible to definitively categorize an item as "slow" or not. I like to think of slow fashion as more of a highly-subjective spectrum that considers both an items origins, lifespan, AND its intended use. Some items seem more obviously slow: vintage clothing, hand-me-downs, or ethically sourced garments made by fairly-paid traditional artisans, while others are a bit more ambiguous: gifted items, high end investment-type garments, concert tees, or even thoughtfully purchased fast fashion pieces intended to be worn for many years.

But these are kind of big generalizations, and obviously things can get kind of tricky. Real life example: the Lululemon leggings that I purchased at full price at the Lululemon store don't seem like a slow fashion choice when compared to the t-shirt I thrifted a few months ago. However, I've had those leggings for about three years, wear them regularly, and have taken proper care of them so they still look new and will probably last at least three more years. That t-shirt though? I wore it once and tossed it. Not exactly my best slow fashion moment. A $6 shirt from Forever 21 could be slow fashion if you take care of it and wear it for several years, and a $600 hand knit alpaca sweater wouldn't be if you only wore it twice. Like I said, its more of a subjective spectrum than a clear definition. 

That said, I hope that if you stuck with me for this long that maybe this post has been interesting or informational or given you something to think about, and if it left you with more questions than answers, thats great! I'd love to hear what you think or any questions that you have about slow fashion. 

Also, Happy Sunday. 

Don't call it a comeback

Last year I quit blogging. On my birthday. I had spent something like three and a half years trying to build a "bloggy" blog and it just wasn't working. Quitting on my birthday felt like the poetic thing to do. But as the year went on I noticed that while I never for one second missed THAT blog, I really did miss having A blog. After some time, especially with how things escalated with my embroideries, I decided that I'd launch a new, better, not-branded blog on my next birthday. Because that felt like the poetic thing to do. Also I have a weird thing with dates. But then I remembered that October ALWAYS ends up getting away from me, and well, my new thing is learning from my mistakes and not making them again. 

So here we are. It's not my birthday yet, but it kinda feels like it. 

I'll spare the superficial introductions, since you can easily read those on my "about" page, and skip to the part where I talk about what you can reasonably expect to find here in this space: absolutely lots of updates about what's going on with my shop or any classes I may or may not be offering, definitely some behind-the-scenes looks into my process and the stories behind my work, probably some personal essays about my journey to a handmade wardrobe and a minimalist lifestyle, and who knows, maybe I'll even get crazy and post some DIY tutorials and sewing patterns. 

Here's to a new adventure, I'm excited to see where this blog takes us. Or maybe I'm just excited because I get to see The Matches tomorrow. Either way, I'm excited.